YOU MAY RE-THINK THE "BOULDER COLORADO
CASE"
How can this be happening to me? What is this feeling of uncontrollable panic? I'm sitting in the back seat of
a white van speeding south down Highway 41 to a mental health center. I can't stop myself from rocking up and down.
First my forhead touches my knees and then I rock back against the seat. Up and down, I can't stop rocking!
Although my left hand is fully bandaged, I keep rubbing my thighs as I rock. I can hardly stand the pain from my re-attached
middle finger. I feel as if I have just fallen off a tall building and I'm living frozen in the last three seconds of
what was my life!
......
Dakota
"I...., I was in Brooksville this morning and it started to come over me like a dark wave. This never happened
to me before. How close are we? Go faster!... Then I rushed to my psychiatrist, Dr, Jason, because I knew
the panic feeling was psychological. A hospital wouldn't know what to do and it would only get worse. I need some
juice or drug to calm me down. God I need it now!"
.....................................................................................................
...glancing
down her painted-on jeans...
...a red-necks
dream come true...
...was pulling and
jerking the knot with her teeth...
...the biggest,
fattest racoon fell through the cieling...
...I'm
looking through a porthole to hell...
...she
was pushed and pulled into a second car...
...these
strangers are my family now...
...like
a pinnball that never gets past the flippers...
...they'll
be on me like jackals on a carsass...
...God
is like an egg...
